Don't be so Hard On Yourself

Hi everyone !
How's your workfromhome ?

I think I got my turning point on this year. The year that supposed to be my BIG PLAN. And suddenly all turns to .. :)

All of these plan including my plan to coming home :) i'm sorry if my plan is not as special as yours. But its means a lot for me.
This year is my fifth year working here :)
and actually i'm gonna take my big leave :)

I'm very glad having some experiences start in Jakarta, Bogor, BSD.

I remember when i start saving for my tuition.
I tried so hard to enroll myself to an university. And finally i made it :)
Thank you Bogor, if i did not live there maybe i won't make it enough.

In the past 4 years just going to home only when Idul Fitri days and now when i was graduate, i cannot come back home at all.

"Go refund your ticket, better go home on christmast or new years later !"
This is my parents.

The two that not like an indonesian parents average :)
When i wanna go home like for forever, they always said "What you gonna do in this town ?"
I hate them, but i very love them so much for never forbid me to doing everything what i want.

Ok we back to my turning point.
I think whatever we do, we supposed to just relax.
Everything is going worst if we had high expectation and not ready to faced the reality.

Sometimes i regret, why i have been so hard on myself for past 4 years ? Or five years ?
Actually, what i have got ?

Yes, everything happens for reasons.

Don't be so hard on yourself

Learn to forgive, learn to let go

Everyone trips, everyone falls

My jayabaya buroq